I am sorry to hear about your job. I know EXACTLY what you are feeling because I lost my job that I had been at for 10 yrs on Feb 16th. At first you are just overwhelmed with all the feelings. I cried for a few days, prayed a LOT, then moved forward. And them to make things worse my husband lost his job 8 days after I lost mine. Talk about panic
I did that, but he never did, he just said God never gives you more than you can handle.
He started a new job yesterday, and I am starting a business that I have dreamed about doing for a long time, and I couldn't be happier.
And I know that you will also come out better and happier, but unfortunately we just don't know when because it isn't in our hands. I will most definitely keep you in my thoughts and prayers, and if you feel like you want to talk, please feel free to PM me.