I really feel bad for you.

I'm so sorry you are actually loosing your job.
I haven't lost my job yet, but I've been laid off since the end of January and things don't seem to be getting much better where I work/worked. I have been there for 8 and a half years.
I just don't think their are many jobs out there to be had and the ones that are have so many people applying for them.
Hang in there. I'm thinking of you!!! Here's a hug from PA from me to you. Sounds like you could use one today.