Today would of been her first birthday if I read correctly? Today is my fiancee's birthday as well!
I am so sorry for you, I can't imagine how you must feel but I know how painful one evening of thinking my baby was put to sleep was. And it was devastating, I couldn't imagine how I would be feeling now if she really was "gone" still. We are all here for you if you need us. You can also PM me anytime you'd like. I feel a little out of place here because right now I had to give my yorkie up, I am staying hopeful that I do get her back. I can't stay off yorkie talk either and my fiancee says if Stormy doesn't come back he doesn't want another yorkie ever