[mkawczak]

O.K. Are you serious? Hon,You are allowed to break down. You both have been through alot. I worked for Ortho. The screws should come out. It's better now and then be done with it,then in a few yers when she's gotta get traumatized again all over again. Sedation can be scary,but necessary. She'll bounce back. A few down days is going to be expected. My 8 mo old goes in Friday to be neutered. I too have anxiety over it,but he will do fine also. Take advantage of this time to get yourself together,and enjoy the cuddle time. My guys are pretty independent too. My name is Missy and we're strong girls...lol..Seriously take a deep breath and enjoy the fact that soon, this will be totally behind you and you can enjoy the rest of your lives together.Hang in,and let us know how it goes.