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Originally Posted by shell820810  It is making Millies death harder when I hear all your stories, and everytime I log on, it sets me off crying again.
I hope I will be back someday, but I think this is easiest for me at the minute. |
When I found Yorkie talk I had lost my Stuart. He was only a couple days shy of 5 months old. Reading the passings part of the forum gave me a strange comfort to know that I was not alone. I know it seems a long ways off right now, but in time your heart will find peace. You may never be able to explain it or understand Millies death, but you will eventually come to terms with she was needed someplace else I guess. My Stuart died a month after my exfiance and I broke up. I was with him for 10 years, I was selling our house, buying a new house, moving and DEVASTATED! Then Stuart died. It was sooo senseless to me. Looking back years later, even though I was going to be taking him, he still would always been 'our' dog... He would have been the one last tie between my ex and I that would have kept me in this never-ending loop. I AM NOT and NEVER WILL BE grateful I don't have him anymore, however I know deep down that to get away from that destructive man and gain my life back, ties had to be broken, unfortunately one of those ties was my sweet baby boy.
Come back when you feel ready, you will be missed in the meantime! (((HUGS)))