06stiman, I have a hard time coming to this section....I think all of us can never envision having to start a thread here.......You are not alone in your hurt.....sadly, I can say I understand.......I understand the unbearable hurt, the pain, the guilt, the depression, and the over whelming sadness your going though from losing your precious Bruin......
Your hurting, and it's taking all your energy just to hold back the tears.....Sadly we are never going to get an explanation for some of the tragedies we must face in life.......Sometimes all we can do is to try and stop rehearsing, rehashing and dwelling on the loss and put our time and focus on what we still have......Like your wife, daughter and Kahlua.....They still here and they are hurting too...
It's been nine months since I lost my precious Joey, I still think of him often and I probably always will.....It took a couple of months before I could talk about him without breaking down...I can at least do that now......
I know sometimes life just is not fair, hang in there, and I wish you well.....
