Nope you aren't the only one who feels this way.I am in the same boat as you are. Bria will be 6 months next month I already feel that "pressure" to get her spayed. I have NO idea on what I'm going to do. I have seen way to stories about someones poor baby not making it. i would NEVER forgive myself if something happen to Bria. I really just DON'T know I'm so scared.right when you think you might have an idea on what might be best for your puppy someone shows you something that makes you re think it (which is good because you see BOTH sides) I feel like d*mned if you do d*mned if you don't