Denise, I am so sorry, I feel for you and your babygirl! God will see you through this hon. I can definitely see where you're coming from... it sounds like it's really wearing on her and on you too. It has to be exhausting. I know I have a bad thing with washing my hands too much. I was them sooo many times throughout the day, my hands will actually get raw. I also have to wash them before I go to bed or I can't go to sleep.
Please know we're all here to support you though and please let me know what the doctors end up saying. I thought about you today and wanted to send you a few little things in the mail for baby Bella but can't find your address so I'm going to PM you tomorrow.
Prayers!