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  I am so sorry .... I live in California...the sun is shining here today...when you go outside today, feel your little guys hugs and kisses through the warmth on your face.  Think of Bruin.  Once when I was crying about the loss of my baby, my niece said to me, "Would Nic want you to be this sad?".  I always think of that when I have moments when I miss him so bad I just can not do anything else.  Well I hope my words help.  I will light a candle for you and your family today.  |