Brenda,
I am so very sorry to hear about all of your health problems. I wish I had some magic words to make you feel better. I just cannot imagine the mental anguish and physical pain you are enduring. I will keep you in my thoughts
and prayers
. Hopefully the Doctors you visit on the 12th will be able to find some treatments that will help.
I know your heart must be breaking with your decision to rehome a couple of your furkids, but I know you have everyone's best interest at heart. More hugs
----- cindy