[chloe n kaylee]

Hello,

We tragically lost our yorkie on friday.... im soooooo devastated.

I know you guys are the only ones that understand..... On friday, my bf dropped off Chloe at his parents house. Well, let me start from the beginning. See, my bf mom has been sick and was in the hospital. She ended up having to be on dialysis 3 times a week now. When she came home from the hospital, she was home all day by herself because her husband is at work. She loves dogs and when she saw our chloe, she fell in love. So my bf thought it would be great idea for his mom to spend some time with chloe to get her spirits up. My bf dropped her off at his parents house that morning and later that day when we were on our way to pick her up, we received a phone call. It was my bf mom saying chloe had gotten out of the house. She said when her husband came home and the garage door opened, she bolted out. When we got there I looked for her everywhere, but it was too late. She had gotten hit by a car. It was only a block away from where I had been searching. When I saw her lying on the ground I just broke down crying.

My bf mom feels horrible and she was crying also. I know its not her fault but I cant help feeling resentment towards her. I dont wanna tell my bf how I feel but I needed to get this off my chest. Do you guys think im being unreasonable?

We had only rescued her 3 months ago but it felt like she had been a part of my life forever. I feel so guilty. Chloe trusted me to keep her safe and I couldnt.... the house seems so empty without her. Every time my bf even mentions her name I break down crying. I dont know how I will ever get over this. I cant even bear to put her stuff away but every time I see one of her little bows lying around the house I start crying.... I miss her soooo much.

Sorry this is so long. Thanks everyone for listening.

Love,
Chloe, Kaylee, Buddees Mom