Thanks to everyone who has offered their sympathy and understanding. It has helped knowing that others have been through the sorrow & guilt and came out on the other side the better for it. It just takes time I guess.
I find myself still looking for Tucker several times throughout the day. And I think I miss most the times when he just curled up next to me during the quite parts of the evening. Old habits are hard to break! I just miss the little guy so bad still.
Thanks again for the kind words for my family & Tucker.