Vicki - You are going to have good days and bad days. Days that you know you have done the right thing by leaving and days that you will want to be with him despite how painful it was. Fight through those bad days and don't give in. You DO deserve to be treated better, you DIDN'T deserve to be treated that way, and someone else WILL come along that will love you like you deserve to be loved. I have walked a mile in your shoes in this situation... don't give in to the bad thoughts... be stronger than you ever thought you could be, and don't be manipulated into getting back into that situation. Don't talk to him because you know there will be the usual 'I'm sorry' and 'I promise it wont happen again'. Don't let him manipulate you anymore with false words and promises. Your in charge of your life now, not him. |