[geekygirl]

i'm sorry you have to go through this. you are not the worst mommy. there are so many parents out there who would rather abandon their love ones than pay a high vet bill. i hope your baby recovers well, whichever route you choose to remove the pebble. and you are a terrific mommy for caring so much for your violet.

EDIT:

oops, i just read through the thread. hehe. i only read your first post and then decided to respond without taking the time to read everything else. i'm happy that she's recovering! even though there's no definitive diagnosis, at least she didn't have to go through endoscopy or surgery to be happily sitting on your lap now. congrats!