I am so sorry for your loss - I know exactly how you feel. It sounds like you have so many precious memories and those are what will carry you through this difficult time. Just like your story, I was never the one that wanted a pet. The kids had a couple of dogs and cats growing up, but it wasn't until my youngest got married that I decided it was time for ME to have one! I enjoyed 4 wonderful years with my adopted Toby, but sadly I lost him on a beautiful fall day last September. Just last night I was looking at pictures with my granddaughter and little Toby-Toby was in some of them...made me so sad and yet I had to smile thinking of his quirky ways and his undying loyalty and love for me. Now I have Olivia, not a replacement for Toby but she is a bundle of joy as well. I know the pain and grief you are feeling...allow yourself time for that. The day will come when thinking of Tucker will bring a smile to your face, instead of tears. |