Although you say your parents will be fine, they will miss you terribly. I think it would help your Yorkie and your parents if you left Baxter with them.
When they miss you (and make no mistake, they will), they would have each other for support and consolation.
We never think others can love our children or pets as well as we do. That is a natural feeling but because you love Baxter so much, your parents will find comfort in looking after him and providing for him.
Of course he will have a different relationship with them than he does with you. That, too, is the natural order of things. Let them do this for you so that they are a part of your journey.
You have set forth a brave and honorable service to others. Your parents are probably bursting at the seams in their pride and awe of you regardless of whether they verbally or emotionally convey that to you.
Let them do this for you and for Baxter. You will find comfort knowing that he is not uprooted nor gone from your life. Baxter will find comfort in continuing to be where so many memories were made. He will be reassured, too, in the lingering scent of his human...you.
No doubt Baxter will miss you but in familiar surroundings, he can "feel" your presence and find a peace that he may not be able to find elsewhere.
Your parents need Baxter while you are away just as much as he needs them. What better solace than to share your time with someone who loves and treasures the same one you do?
In case you haven't thought of this, I would strongly suggest taking a tape recorder so you can send greetings back to Baxter. I think being able to talk to him will help the both of you and I know the comfort it will bring your parents to hear your voice.
You are a special young man to so unselfishly give of yourself. Allow yourself to reach peace over this decision and give yourself the luxury of knowing you will be reunited with Baxter when you return.
Godspeed and God bless. |