Oh I am so sorry to hear about your loss of your sweet cherry. I know exactly how you feel..I lost my little man spike just last november...he woke up with a fever and we discovered he had a giant tumor on his lungs that was cancer and he couldn't breathe and was dying and that nite this happened was his last. we were so very close....i looked forward to being with him everyday and to have it suddenly change in one day is completely devastating...when i read your post, i started to get all sad and teary as it I went through the exact same thing. i felt like I didn't want to live anymore without him in my life. it's been 4 months and it seems like yesterday. we all learn to live with our losses but it takes a long time to smile again and we learn to live with just their memory in our heart and know someday we'll be with them again. again i'm so very sorry to hear about this sudden loss. JG - spike's mom
