awww sweetie! You are not a bad mommy! Not at all! These dogs can find things in places that our eyes, vacuums, brooms and mops cannot possibly get! It happens. Last year my boys got sick sick sick, both vomiting, throwing up blood, etc... After vet visits, antibiotics and the whole 9 yards...The vets had no idea what they ate... however... I believe they ate duck poop. I felt horrible... but I can't keep them away from EVERYTHING! Live and learn. They are both fine! Im sure your little girl will be fine. I would start with the endoscopy, if the vet is pretty sure he can get it that way then it's worth the try. Maybe tell him if he cannot get it that way then do the surgery at the same time, that way she only goes under once and the problem is taken care of definitely in that one time. Good Luck! I know its hard! Hang in there and I am sure she will be fine when its all over!
__________________ “Petting, scratching, and cuddling a dog could be as soothing to the mind and heart as deep meditation and almost as good for the soul as prayer.” ― Dean Koontz |