Thought I wouldn't be, but I am... WORRIED. STRESSED. FEELING GUILTY. And pretty much everything else you can think of. Nikko is my first dog, and I don't have kids. We dropped him off to be neutered today at 5pm, and we get to pick him up tomorrow at 3pm.
I know, I know, neutering is totally routine. And I did order bloodwork, so I KNOW he's going to be fine. I just can't believe how freaked out I am, how nervous. He's been with us every waking and sleeping moment practically for three months now, and this is his first time away from home. Aaaargh! I told myself I wouldn't be like this, but I am. And I have nowhere else to vent but here... sorry.
I thought maybe I'd get my first full night's sleep tonight, one without whining, or pee trips, or jingling bells on his collar every time he turns around and lays back down. Now I know that instead I'll be sleeping less, and instead having nightmares with jingling collar bells and neutering horror stories, even though I know my fears should be unfounded. Uggh!
3pm tomorrow can't come soon enough. Though hopefully I'll have news sooner - I made them promise to call me as soon as he was successfully out of sugery, lol.
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