I feel exactly the same....I could NEVER give her up...she had puppies a few months back and we were in the vets office while she was giving birth. It was killing me watching her go through the pain, they couldnt get the last one out so we had to do an emergency c-section and everything flashed before me and I completely lost it....I was right there, I couldnt leave so she would see me as soon as she woke up. I WAS PETRIFIED....no more, not for a long time. I love her babies but she is my rock....and right now she is clawing me to go for a W A L K....lol |