I feel this way about all my little ones, and my "skin kids" too. I have learned to go with the flow. Love them, hug them, enjoy them. You have a choice..you can either worry yourself sick and not enjoy them, or you can worry and just be careful and keep them safe and enjoy every second with them. They are truly the most loving little creatures. My dh says, don't worry about the things you have no control over, either they will happen or they won't. Just enjoy your little one. That's all they ask for. Good Luck!! and don't worry so much.