i never thought in a millions years that i would be writing in this thread to say that Cherry died....Yesterday after i came from school i was so tired i just went to my room and took a long nap, i woke up and my fiance and mother acting very strange, i knew there was something going on, i kept on asking what was wrong and then my fiance started crying, i knew it had something to do with my baby Cherry
(((((My mom said that she came in the room and she was just laying there dead!She was such a healthy dog,we never ever left anything on the floors for her to swallow either....the vet is guessing there was something wrong with her heart....
my fiance and my dad went and buried her....
I never experienced something like this b4...i am dying inside, there are to many memories in this house, everywhere i go reminds me of her, every single little thing, even when i watch tv and see little girls and breaks my heart..i can't stop crying...i was already suffering from depression and took medication for it, everything is my life was going just perfect and now this happend..i feel so so depressed, i keep on having panic attacks, my parents nearly called the ambulance last night...
why is this happening to me?she did not deserve this, i want to hold her in my arms and kiss and hug and smell her one last time...she was my everything...everytime i look up the stair i feel so week and start crying, she always use to look at us from the top of the stairs....why did i have to take that nap?maybe i could have done something....
i feel like i am in a bad dream right now, nothing seems real...i loved her so much, more then my self, she was my baby, she was my cherry...she was my world, she brought so much light and happeyness in to this house...
the house is sooo quiet now,it's killing me, when ever i got ready to go somewhere and did my make up in my room she use to watch me so cutely, now there is no one to watch me...she was an angel...i can't stand the house being this quite now, why did it hve to be cherry, i wanted to show her so much more in life...she didnt deserve this....pls god, bring cherry back one last time....
i am so weak right now, i can't eat anything nor move, i am just dead inside, i would do anything to bring her back now...hre memories of her are killing me, there were so many, i miss the way she smelled me, i miss the way she use to feel i my hands, i miss the way she use to get so exited when she missed me, licked my hands...
i don't know what to do anymore....