First off, Welcome to the family.
Secondly, I don't think you are a bad person. I think you are still grieving for your baby and just need time. I had a friend that went through this with her human babies. She lost her first one at birth and got pregnant again right away and then had a very hard time bonding, but one day something just clicked in her. I think you will do that same. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
__________________  Danielle
Mommy to Scooby and Bella |