Awww! I am so sorry for your loss! I know exactly what you mean and how you are feeling! I had to put my baby girl down the day after Thanksgiving (sudden kidney failure) and she had been with me 16 years. It was one of the hardest things I have ever had to go through. I ended up getting Pixel a couple of months later and for awhile I couldn't help comparing him to my girl. I would keep thinking "Guinness would NEVER have done that," etc., but I have now bonded with him so much I couldn't imagine my life without him. It takes time to heal and time to bond. Just remember that each one is special in their own way and will never be able to replace the ones you lost. Big hugs!! |