maybe moving We were looking at a new house today and getting pretty excited about it...and then it hit me! I can't move away from this house because Grrracie and Scruffy are buried here! Am I crazy? I know they are at the Rainbow Bridge, but their little graves and markers are here and I just don't think I can bear to have someone else living here that might move the markers.
God I miss Grrracie so much! Scruffy too, but Grracie was my baby....I still expect her to come running into the kitchen for a carrot!
Thank God for baby Lexy! She is helping me feel better and I love her so mych already! I just wish my Gracie was here too! Will I ever stop crying over her?
Then I think of poor Scruffy and I feel guilty because I don't grieve quite as much for him. He was so old and sick--even when I got him out of the pound. He had 5 years of a loving home before he died. I feel good about that part. I guess I just always expected him to go...but my Gracie was young--almost 8--and it was so unexpected.
I hope that they are in heaven with my father-in-law who will love them and spoil them like we did. |