My heart goes out to you...I lost my best friend (an English Mastiff) over a year and a half ago, and still remember the pain...I pray your heart heals, quickly, and the day comes when you are able to open your heart to another friend...I just got my new "best friend" 6 weeks ago (a yorkie), and she is the joy of my life...I know, one day, you will get the joy of your life too...
With
Love, Maggie