Oh dear my heart aches for you and your husband....i recently lost my rhenny and i know that your heart really hurts and everything reminds you of jag...time does help and for me It helped to start a line of doggie wear called rhennyroo's ...it helps me to have purpose and be able to do something that includes Rhenny that is fun and positive...maybe when the hurt eases up and you can make yourself get up you will find something on a positive note to keep Jags memory alive...I'm so very sorry for what you are going thru..
alison