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Im sorry for your loss. deepest sympothy from me and the girls!
I know exactly how you feel, I've lost my last grandparent right before Christmas. it hurts soooo much, it still puts tears in my eyes as I type this. and yes memories are so important, I enlarged and framed quite a few good pic of her.
just wanna tell ya, don't pressure yourself, it takes time to heal, so give yourself time, and take care of yourself.