Thank you all so very much. I have been trying my best to keep busy but I can't seem stop the sadness and heartache from coming
I know it just takes time, I have lost so many people that I was close to so I have been through this many, many times....but no matter how many times you go through it, it never ever gets any easier
I am just dreading going to his house. I am so nervous about it because I know that once I walk in that door I am going to completely lose it. And when I leave the house it is going to be even harder. All of his kids and all of the Grandkids are going to go down there to get whatever they want from his house. I want something of my Grandmother's (I already have alot of her jewelry from when she passed as she was addicted to jewelry, shoes and purses just like I am and all of the other girls in my family) - but I want some other things too....and things of my Grandpa's as well. Not sure what yet, they had alot...we just have to go and look. And I am going to take a ton of pictures so that we will remember the house that we all basically "grew up" in, the way it always was
Ok...have to stop. I am starting to tear up again. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart for all of your kind words....they are truly so heartwarming during this incredibly difficult time