Hang in there girl... it will get better as time goes by. I know thats not what you want to hear though. Too many times we prolong our pain by doing things we know are not in our best interest.... like giving ourself false hope that someone will change or we can get over something. Take some real time away from your ex-husband, many months of minimal contact, only when discussing your child. That will help you to really see yourself without him. I know we like to think we can move on and still keep them as part of our lives, but in all honesty until that emotional bond is broken, its impossible to do that. You need your space from him right now... the pain WILL subside!
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