Thank you so much for the support. I agree, with anorexia, I don't know that you ever really quit having thoughts about it. For me, I seem to always have that little voice that tells me that I am some sort of failure if I overeat or even indulge sometimes or gain a pound. That little anorexia monster taunts me everytime I get out of the shower it seems.
I have family that I am seeing this weekend that I see maybe 2-3 times a year. I hate feeling so insecure during that time (not that I don't usually anyways, but add weight to it...) because I want them to remember the visit and think I looked good. I know it sounds stupid, but in my head it makes sense
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