Aw
. I am so sorry you're feeling this way. I have been there, and I know how it feels when it seems like you've lost control - it can be really emotional and hard to climb out of. And, I can really,
really relate to you bc I too have suffered from anorexia - and, imo, there are pieces of that disorder which can haunt you for life. I can only imagine how tough you are being on yourself. Try and remember that you are your worst critic and are probably being way too critical. Geesh, girl - look at your life - skin kids, fur kids, job, husband, thyroid issue, post-nursing, PMS - I mean, wow. The thyroid issue alone is a real culprit - it can be soooo tough to maintain a certain weight, even when
on synthetic thyroid!
Anyway, just try to give yourself a pat on the back for ALL that you do - and if you can, take a few steps to help you feel better about yourself - you will get there. And know that you're understood and not alone.
