I am having a fat day. Well...lets call it a fat month. I don't know what happened, but I suddenly just don't recognize myself.
Stepping on the scale, it doesn't show that much weight gain at all, so I am baffled. I did run out of my thyroid pill that I take for Hoshimoto's (hypothyroid) and took way too long to refill it, plus I think I might be super pmsing right now since I just quit nursing, but geesh! It's ALL in my midsection...like 4 months pregnant looking, only not firm. I work from home, and most of the work involves SITTING. I need to do something quick. I have avoided pilates for quite some time because I never have time to myself to do it. I am just sitting here feeling sorry for myself in my jeans that feel like they are 3 sizes too small. I rarely get new clothes, and dh wanted to be nice and take me shopping for some clothes the end of this week. I don't want to buy clothes that fit me right now!
I am just super down about this right now. I used to be anorexic, and have maintained a healthy body size for years now, but I feel like I have blown up over the past few weeks!!