(((((BIG HUG)))))))
I know how overwhelmed you must feel right now. I know advice is easy to give and not always easy to follow but lets try to put some of this into prospective for you.
You sound to be a caring and loving person. I truly believe that people and animals come into our lives because we need them and they need us. She is lucky to have you...someone who is willing to do her best to make sure she has as healthy and long a life as possible. Know that you did right thing even though you weren't provided with all the information you should have been. We make the best decisions we can at the time we make them and with the information we have.
If her former owner was willing to sell her knowing full well she was sick you know they weren't going to act in her best interests. You obviously are so feel some strength in knowing that you have a kind heart and will do your best.
Your best is all anyone can ask of you. True, sometimes our best is not always good enough to make the situation turn out the way you want them to, but you need to feel strength in the fact that you are doing your best.
BIG HUGS and hang in there! You are not alone! |