[alaskayorkie]

You poor thing. It makes me sad to see the sacrifices you have to make because of your illness. Then when other things come up to get in the way, it's just compounds the problem.

I think you should go with whoever can take you first. Everyone will understand. You don't get opportunities like this every day, and when they fall through it hits you a lot harder than it might hit other people.

You're right to feel disappointed. Try not to hold it against your aunt and uncle. It sounds like they don't quite understand. Maybe you can find a polite way to tell them ...