Thank you for your beautiful poems and the encouragement that God had led you to your new babies. Its been 9 months since my Dior went to be with the Lord but I have yet to gather enough strength to love again.... I still cry myself to sleep and still wonder about the whys at times... but I know the Lord allowed it to happen for His will not mine. The only comforting thought is that our very loved babies are with him. I often think Jesus is sitting next to me with Dior on his lap when I feel lonely and the loss is too great to even put into words. I pray.. and keep praying that God will bring another little one into my life again... for me to have enough courage to love again as deeply as I had. |