I am so tired of waiting and so annoyed at all the doctors, I have called them and they said to wait for a letter in the post ...It's just absurd b/c they sent me a letter 2 days ago about some tests that they have already done...that's how far behind they are...Writing me the same letter as 2 months before...This is unforgiveable and I am so tirecd of them...The first time we went to do the MRI scan they cancelled us b/c of the doc and all of this after he suffered so much with needles in his feet, poor thing...My heart was breaking...So I SCREAMED soooooooooo much they have actually asked me to go into their office and talk about it...So the second time they didn't had the guts to cancel it again b/c they were afraid of what I might do!!! I don't know what to do now...My mom and dad are coming to visit and I can't wait...but even then I have to stay strong and don't show how much of pain I am in so they don't worry when they leave....b/c my mom is worrying wayyyyyyyyy too much about me!!!
Coming on YT and reading posts(without posting, which is unlike me) and going on facebook keeps me sane...I am tired and try to keep myself busy...Alex was awake from 1 am untill 9 am so I couldn't sleep either...He still has that stupid bug that's around and he can't breathe very well when he lies down...been to GP but they can't help as they already given him too many antibiotics...I am besides myself...But God bless you all for beeing here for us in this moment of need...I do appreciate every single one of you...And thank you to everyone that wrote on my profile, love the graphics...When I will have time i WILL SEND A THANK YOU TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU!!! |