Letting guilt consume you is a sin. Life is just too short to dwell on mistakes. EVERYONE makes them. You don't know how big or small other peoples are but rest assured yours is not the biggest one! Let it go...talk it out to a stranger if you need to. Google it, its probably there
Life goes on regardless of our pasts, its what you choose to do with your future that counts! Worrying about things you can not change is life consumming, draining, devestating. Let it go. Right it down, flush it, burn it. Let it go. Focus on what you have -not what has happened. Believe that everything happens for a reason. Whether you know what it is or not doesn't change that GOD has a plan for everyone. Just because things didn't happen the way you think they should-GOD doesn't screw up. Lessons are given. It is what you take from it and what you do with it that counts. Focus on the life you currently have, the people you love, and making yourself a better you for the future. You have a choice to look at a glass half full or half empty. You have a choice to wake up and "woe is me" or say "its a great day, I'm not dead, disabled, have cancer, lost a limb, sitting in the hospital with a dying child, etc..etc.. .You get the point. Yes it is easy for people to say "ah get over it and move on". You might think "well your not in my shoes" Well I've walked miles in my own and others have as well and not one SINGLE one of us are perfect. Unless you are Jesus Christ himself then you are a child of GOD and GOD forgives everything. All you need do is ask. There is no ones opinion that matters more than Him. Not your husband, not your girlfriends, not anyone. So how about not letting the devil work his magic of laying the never ending guilt trip on you and get up and dust yourself off. Go work out , get a hobby and love your yorkies.
