You are not alone. Anyone who lives long enough is going to have something in his/her past they are not proud of. A person in the midst of a situation makes decisions based on what they know at that time. You may come to regret it later, but that is hindsight - and hindsight is 20/20.
When Jesus died on the cross, it was so ALL our sins could be forgiven, and sin is sin - it doesn't matter what it was. HE forgives us, but we are our own worst enemy when it comes to forgiving ourselves and accepting that.
The past is the past - how you deal with it is what makes you the person you are today. The thing that is bothering you has obviously made you a different, better person - one who will not commit the same act again. That is what counts. You can't change your past, only accept that you are a better, more forgiving person because of it.
God bless you and give you peace in your heart - you deserve it.
__________________ Kim , Rebel  ,and baby Dixie 
RIP my sweet Lucy  |