Awww, I feel so bad for you. Please remember that we are always much harder on ourselves than others would be. I, along with the rest of the world, have done many things I really regret. I ofter wonder how I could have been so stupid, gullible or whatever. From your post you sound like a sweet person who just needs to give yourself a break. As others have said Jesus loves you and has already forgiven you, now you just have to trust Him. Don't waste your time crying over something you can no longer change. It's over, it's in the past, and I'm sure you have learned from it. I hope that you can finally forgive yourself with the help of Jesus. |