I gave my birth son up for adoption when I was 18. Back then it was not very acceptable to be an "unwed mother" and other reasons. I reunited with my birth son almost 2 years ago after 36 years and see him evey week and he never made me feel bad for giving him up but I feel so guilty for not being stronger and finding a way to keep him. So I understand how you can be feeling but we cannot change the past just learn from it. I hope you can get some relief and talk to someone who can help you. |