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Originally Posted by Lou  Thanks you guys. I probably do need to talk about it and this is most likely the beginning. I worried that if I posted you all would imagine all kinds of horrible things but believe me you would never guess it and I suppose there are a lot of people that wouldn't feel the least bit guilty but I do. I almost wish I could say I was an axe murderer but that isn't it.
I feel comforted by talking to you though and that is a start. |
lol.. i don't mean to make light of what it is that is bothering you- but as i was reading the posts i was thinking- geeze i hope she didn't murder someone and then you posted that youw eren't an axe murder and it made me chuckle.
That aside- I agree with everyone else. Keeping it in is just going make it fester inside and eat you up. You need to talk to someone you trust and that can be of a support to you.
A friend of mine was feeling the same way as you are right now- she had an abortion when she was younger and not ready to be a mom- and she had manged to suppress it for a long time but the feelings had come back and she just needed to talk it through- while it doesn't erase what she did or the regret she has now- she has been able to move on and find positive in her life instead of dwelling on the past.