Thanks you guys. I probably do need to talk about it and this is most likely the beginning. I worried that if I posted you all would imagine all kinds of horrible things but believe me you would never guess it and I suppose there are a lot of people that wouldn't feel the least bit guilty but I do. I almost wish I could say I was an axe murderer but that isn't it.
I feel comforted by talking to you though and that is a start. |