Jesus has already forgiven you for what you did, and knew you were going to do it before you did. He died on the cross for ALL our sins. Not just ones that we allow ourselves to be forgiven for. My husband is going through the same thing. He doesn't feel worthy to even talk to Jesus. I am starting to read the Bible out loud to him tonight, because he has a really hard time reading and retaining what he reads. I read my Bible everyday, and since I started I feel so much better. You might want to visit your Priest, Reverend, or Pastor, and let them help you to let loose of what your suffering from. I had to do that, because I did something too that I just couldn't let go of it, and he really helped me out especially when he told me some of the things he had done, and here he was a Priest. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts when I read my Bible.
__________________  Susan, Piper ,Harley & Suiki |