[Yorkieville200]

Originally Posted by YorkieShadow

Well last night was bad, I went from crying to so much anger, I wanted to go tear those vets heads off for not helping my baby. I m on meds now, hoping that helps. I have lost many many dogs, shed many many tears, but never have I felt like this. My whole body has been trembling for days. I cant stop thinking about her, I dont want to sit down, cause shes no longer on my lap. I dont want to sleep cause shes not there to sleep with me. I have been trying to love on Mickey and Play with him. But it feels so fake. dont get me wrong I love Mickey. but my hearts just not there. Larrys taking it hard too, my kids have all called off work, Its just been hard and it SUCKS, I think Ive said Sucks every 20 minutes for three days now. I havent let the grandbabys over, cause I know Makenzie and Zane being older would ask for Minnie, its the first thing they see when coming here, they always stand and wait for Minnie to give them kisses.
Well last Night Crystal came over and brought Kaylin, being 7 months she said she wont ask for her. so they come in and sit Kaylin in the middle of the floor in the living room with her toys, every few minutes she would look back behind her, Crystal said what is she looking at. the only thing in that corner is a stand with a large pic of Min Min. she started to head over to it and Crystal said no and sit her down. she took a fit. and so Crystal and scott let her go. she crawled half way there then got up and slowly walked over to Minnies picture. she softly stroked her face in the picture over and over and talked to her for 15 minutes, we all stood there in shock. then she slowly got down and and went back to playing.

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Debbie,

My heart just aches for you. You, who have helped so many dogs find homes, to lose Minnie this way. You are right. It SUCKS.

May you find comfort in knowing that perhaps God needed a little Yorkie Angel. Vets don't don't know as much as we'd like. (Shoot, neither do doctors.)

Hugs,
Sheila