I really dont know how to get past this. We all had a very hard night. I did get a few hours sleep, Mickey laid looking out the window all night.
I found Larry in the bathroom just sitting there with Minnie in her box on his lap. bawling.
The grounds to hard to bury her right now. I have never cried so much in my whole life.
I think if she would of been older, maybe I could handle it better, but she was only 4 just a baby yet. so its like me and DH are taking turns crying an dwe just set the other off in tears again.
Mickeys breeder called to check on her, I told her shes gone, she got chocked up and had to let me go. I knwo she was crying.
I called Minnies breeder. I told her, Odd she called me just 2 weeks ago, telling me Minnie was on her mind and was wondering how she was. I told her she was great, She was then. then I had to call her today to tell her the sad, news. I thanked her for giving me Minnie and letting me be her mommy. She said she had always felt quilty for Breeding Mary Jane Minnies mommy. I said oh no dont ever feel that way. If you had not breed her I would not of had these four years with Minnie,Mickey & Minnie feeled a spot in my heart when My kids all moved out. She helped me so much, so No dont ever feel that way. She was getting ready for work and she was bawling, I wish I would of waited to tell her. |