[bkessler]

My brother is getting married this weekend up in Woodstock, NY... I can't bring Lily Mae with me so I need to drop her off in an hour at the sitter for the weekend... I am so nervous to leave her.. This lady seems really nice (i randomly met her on the street a couple of weeks ago).. She came by to meet the dog and Lily seemed to like her... I am just very nervous, especially after what happened to Mocha... Its so hard to trust people now and I am worried something horrible is going to happen... How can I get over these fears.. I am trying to focus on the wedding (I am a bridesmaid so I will be too busy to think about her) but there is so phone service up there and I wont be in contact until Sunday