 Need to tell someone...
OK My husband is deployed and has been gone for 10 loonngg months and I just keep pushing on but today Im feeling horribly jealous and annoyed. My neighbors husband is coming home tomorrow and the army is dragging its feet on giving us orders! Which means I feel so jealous to see him home and know I still have 3 to 6 months left AND all the other wives in the brigade have been given orders to either a new unit or to carson already, and Im still in limbo! I cant tell people how jealous I am since it such a bad thing, I should be happy for it but its sooo hard. And I dont know who to talk to that can help me find out whats going on with our living arrangements. Why we havent been told already I dont know and I need to be told so I can either prepare for the move or prepare for next year living here. telling my army friends how I feel really isnt acceptable and I hope you guys dont mind. It feels so much better to just it on paper instead of rambling around in my head.... |