I have not spoken to you online before, but I am glad you are back. Losing a parent is so hard. I lost both of mine within 3 Weeks of each other when I was 39 years old. Just a few years a back. It is tough, and I know you are/were in a world all your own now due to the loss... but glad you took time to post on here and I just wanted to say "hi" to you.