 The Holidays without You....
Thank you everyone for posting your feelings about your precious littles ones who had been loss but not forgotten. This is the first holiday season without my little Dior... and I been crying and crying the passed few weeks. Every family gathering the last 3 years Dior has always been with me... Its been so hard to look at the pictures of family photo and he was the only one missing. My lap was empty and my heart broken. Last night ( new years eve)... I was reflecting back on 2008... and I realized I loss so much... I don't know if one can ever recover from this heartache and pain. But then I find so much comfort from this site knowing I am not alone nor crazy to feel so much intense pain of lossing Dior.
Thank you for hearing me out again ..... its so nice to be able to relate and find comfort with the ones who understands! I wish all of you a great 2009 with many many happiness and joy! |